BaObE|'s Life

2011-11-10T13:18:00.002+08:00

His Self-Defence.. Has he won the case frm my hands??
And again.. 1st post is at the bottom..
Stupid blogger...

2011-11-10T12:45:00.004+08:00

Puzzles =DD Heh ... load in opposite directions.. 1st picture is the last conversation of mi and his beloved sweety fling.

2011-11-10T08:52:00.002+08:00

When was the 1st time when u err? Around March 2010 i roughly rmb.
What did u do? Laksa forum..
Claming that u were onli helping ur den colleague (Rws) and ... to satisfy ur hunger for the outside world.

The second time u err
9 november 2011 or rather 2 day before?

Phyllis was the 1 who text u the msg.. Did u err agn?
i wanted to find out, so i played the lead and got my ans..

but the final verdict, Jacky. Is that u? Or juz another u in disguse?

My feelings? No anger! I told beloved the same thing too, juz disappointed.
Why?

All these is bottle-capped up inside.
You are silently kill the falling trust bit-by-bit.. u know?

Well, you might not even notice i still blog anyway, so ....
Keep in track.

2011-05-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

2 Deaths within 2 yrs.

May 13 2011 (Rabbit Year)
8th Aunt passed away. Aft struggling for nearly a year plus.. She has moved on to a better world of no sufferings.
May god be with their family blessing them & guiding them along the path of lossing a dearly loved family member.

April 2010 (Tiger Year)
Granny left the entire family. No words to describe.

2011-05-04T12:54:00.002+08:00

Tooth Recording Growth

1st & 2nd tooth: Bottom Centre - Full grown @ abt 7mths

3rd tooth: 3rd tooth from Middle Right Tooth - Full grown @ 10months

4th tooth: 2nd tooth from left middle - Growing @ 10.2mths

5th tooth: Middle Left tooth - Growing @ 10.2mths

6th tooth: still finding!! - Growing @ 10.2mths

2011-04-24T10:51:00.002+08:00

Bought Capella Adonis Premium & Maclaren 4 Seasons

Sold both away and bought Peg Perego P3

Tmd.. should have insisted to get P3 without gng thru soo much stroller & wasting $$

But well, gotton it and it will be the last stroller~ =))

Love it to Max~

2011-03-31T09:36:00.002+08:00

So many to dos aft shifting!

1. Bake Cookies
2. Make Prawn Dough to fry prawn crackers
3. Grilled Corn
4 ..... etc etc

2011-03-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

But i dun remember my age anymore =)

2011-03-11T14:56:00.002+08:00

New house, transaction went thru on 3/3/2011

To move in will be 4~5mths down the road. Hopefully everything will be in place juz before my #3 pop.

To prepare for everything, getting my hse "Ready Live In Condition" not as easy when i have to handle everything.

Cant rope my guy in for decission. But when comes to $$ spending he will "jump" out and comment, otherwise "u decide lo"

Men!

2011-02-20T12:21:00.003+08:00

My 1st Gem: 20 January 2005 Spencer Seah Yew Hung

2nd Gem: 27 May 2010 Celestial Seah Yixuan

3rd Gem: EDD 1st October 2011 Aka Little One =))

Hahaha.. A monkey , a tiger & a rabbit..

7wks pregnant on 19 Feb 2011 Checkup wif Dr Tan.

That shld be the last child i will haf. Talking abt expenses & other misc things that comes along. We well can't afford for a 4th child.

As much as i wanted, no! Too drain oreadi.

Finding ways to start a hm biz now, without pumping in much capital & gaining small profits at a time. That shld be my milestone to achive now.

To witness the growth & give my full attention to my kids is all i wanted to do now. Jiayou to hubby whose bringing home the bread now!

2010-12-13T08:36:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since i last posted.

Over the months, i've witness the growth of my bb girl. Leaving the office job
and stepping into the market life.

Living wif in-laws some witness as bad/no good. For mi, eveything is fine apart frm the conflicts i had with the old gem.

How youngsters get & stay under the same roof wif elderly age 70+ in age? i seriously dunno.

Honestly, i dun "dislike" that much onli aft that fatel incident ware she happily left all my FBM out on table while the fridge was under repair. Y cant juz tempo stuff all 10packs into another freezer for "a monemt". By the time i reach hm, do my usual pumping and store ONLY i realize wat had happen. Imagine my feeling.. my tears was dropping as i repack every single stick and pack. And the she, feels nutting.
That's the limit liaox.

Frm den on, everything i see that has been kept for a super long time i will throw. Keep & dun use & say i dunno anything = THROW

New hse processing. 1st HDB Appt will be 29 December 2010 1pm.

Still deciding to shift in or tahan for another yr or two wif iLs. So meanwhile can i silently pray she will pass on? Its bad i know, haix.. maybe i shld get out instead.

I reacall those unhappy things. Imagine she was sooo against the idea of having a maid as that will cast her 2 elder grandson to sleep in living room.
Now aft having the maid, she treat her like gem & even mop the floor aft cooking thus casing her to fall and broke her wrist bone, now in casting.
Keeping every single jam jar, keep expired things since 2003.

Haix. Speechless.

Chicken pox week

2010-09-13T13:21:00.001+08:00

I can hear the sian tone aft announcing I had bad news.
Me too was feeling down ESP when e pass wk I hasn't reali been working. It seems fated for mi not to return to workforce.

We had a talk wif mil ytd. We gt things iron out n ya, more or less it's 90% cfm. I'm leaving my current job soon =]

2010-09-07T16:09:00.002+08:00

Its been rather long since i've posted.

Back to work offically on 1st Sept 2010.

But having back to work for not more den 1 day, Spencer down with High Fever yet again.
The longest fever he had. Toasting and burning till abt 5 Sept 2010 den consider fully recover!
The highest measure degree was 41 ><"

The little one came down with cough and runny nose as well.
*slaps*

Progress of the litle One:

She still loves to play the "little tounge sticking" thingy every now & then. LOL
Apart frm that when lay on her tummy, she gets super frustrated! =|
Putting her down wif a pillow behind her backbone upwards, she tends to place her eldow against the pillow & push herself UP!
*clever girl*
but dangerous. As she does it, she's like a bu dao wong. Wahahahaaha! Imagine we place her near the edge of bed.. *dun picture the worse*

=))

Well,
The life of a mummy is to witness the growth of her own kids! I wun miss that fun part, esp when im working & hardly be at hm since morning.

Oh yea,
Dumb & me had been planning to go taipei. Tickets & hotel had been booked!
So looking forward to it soon!! January pls faster cme..

2010-08-17T01:23:00.001+08:00

Investing in breast feeding isn't cheap either. The cost in total includes
1. Getting a good pump
( I had medela mini electric, medela Swing & avent manual pump)
2. Storage kit
( medela bottles, via cups & milk bags)
3. Accessories
( convension kits, cooler n ice pack, sealing disc, quick wipes... Etc)
4. Chest freezer (optional)
5. Nursing bra + nursing wear
6. Nursing shawl/cover/poncho/boncho
7. Breastpads
8. Nipple cream

Haiz.. Ware gt cheap lehx..

2010-07-30T13:53:00.000+08:00

got this in white for hubby and mi
=)

2010-07-30T12:34:00.002+08:00

Went shopping yesterday wif Hubby!

He went Newbie and got himself 2 new tees and 3/4 pants
additional mummy oso earn a brand new white tee =O
Change his Newbie member card to something better & nicer looking.. wahahahaa

Mummy's buy:
A new turquoise colour bag! Big and spacious to squeeze in
- Medela small cooler bag
- Additional box wic contains breastpump accessories
- My usual working stuff, eg umbrella , water bottle , keys ... etc!

2 tanks tops
Yellow & brown

Briefs for hubby as well..

Nuttin for the kids.. 1st time sia!! =\

2010-07-27T09:53:00.002+08:00

Since hw long am i missing frm here?

Monster baby tiger Celestial has been giving Daddy & Mummy a hard time during nite sleeping hours.

Starting frm 10pm daily ~ 3am (max)
she will cry non-stop.. fist clenched like wanna box ppl..
crying at top of her voice screaming the roof down..

Been arms carrying her, in rocking + patting
Thrown her in FP Rocker borrowed frm fren
Traditional rocker
Feed Ridwind medi , warm water , ba bao san
Applied ru yi oil in tummy, back & feet

Swaddle her in 1 piece, even onli frm chest downwards..
NO .. it all doesn't wrk..

When her cries stretch to as long as 130am+
my thought wills "swim" to muffle/drown her screams/cries as much as possible..

and onli then hubby will take over.. Its like the extreme for mi liaox.. but whenever i hand over to him i will wanna take back bb cos he is on morning shift wic means, taking aft mi to care for a Cranky bb will meant less rest for him..

Sandwich btw daddy and BB!! i wan tap on my ILs door as they need to wrk at 4.30am
ARGH!!!

Im reali scare to fast nite time now.

Next month even worse.. Hubby nite shift for the entire Aug..
Dis spell Death for either Mummy or Baby..

2010-07-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

Choosing 5in1 $294.60 jabs for Celestial.
Apart frm the Hep B 3rd booster which cost $26 (max)

6in1 cost $360 inclusing Hep B 3rd booster.
So the difference is visiable.

Spencer has been behaving rather rudely aft shifting to Melvin's place.
Is this the change which cost him to change or ..
He wasn't like this back at TPY hse..
Sigh..

He shouts at ppl more often nw, grabbing things over frm ppl ..
His behaviour now is.. really .. can be say out of control.
He still does listens to me.. At times onli, apart frm normal convesations.

How? Can any angel advise?!

2010-07-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

Some very belated pictures; featuring Baby Celestial enjpying her baby massage! =D

Celestial Full Month Party on 25 June 2010.

Above is the Cookie Tag..

Sweet smile hur? <3

Some Nursings top i got on SMH..

2010-06-10T11:49:00.002+08:00

2nd Day of Massage..

Today requested Mdm Zaliah to massage for Celestial..
Wah~~

She enjoyed sooo much she din even move an inch!!
She contented face when she was filpped over to massage her back..
Wooooo~

5sessions for $200 including baby massage
. . . . not ex at all mah...

tml shall try to get some pictures featuring her contented face during massage..
LOL ....

2010-06-09T14:56:00.002+08:00

13 Days into confinement..

Starting to get abit boring esp when alot of things cannot eat.. cannot do.. cannot cannot cannot cannot!!

><"

Hubby back to work aft 3days of off..
Last nite manage to convience him to let mi go ahead with my massage =D

Not so expensive.. cos its free-lance ..
Mdm Zaliah .. her service was good..
A friendly lady. She helps mi clear my engorgement!!
OUCH .. was sooo painful when she massage my breast area.. =~~

Total of 5sessions with her costing $250.
Wonder if i wan another 5 sessions will hubby kill mi anot =\

But problem is..
Mdm Zaliah takes my area for dis mth onli. Aft June den Bye-Bye..

Alot of good reviews for Orgins Jamu Massage & Babies Bellies..
Rustic Nivana is the 1 with steeper package..

Considering..

Or maybe i will get the traditional thingy and the bengkong wrap frm Mdm Zaliah to DIY aft my 5sessions?!
Considering. . .

As for my little Celestial;
Think she is gng thru growth spurt now..

She wakes up in the nite for 2~3hrs straight crying for milk, milk and more milk
><"
Cannot get irriated oso.. Wat to do..
be a milking cow..

For now i even skip a pump at nite juz to get more slp..
& risk having heavier engorged breast in the morning...

If onli i have _______________ ....
i will have 10 sessions of jamu massage straight!
*blink blink*

2010-05-31T15:55:00.003+08:00

Finally,

Here's the update of The Coming of Little Ms Celestial Seah =D

24 May 2010
Admit to hosp due to non-stop vomiting.. its tmd xin ku OK!
Haha.. saw familiar faces, Aunty Peck & Juliana =P
sooo surprise to c mi agn.. LOL
But dis time round not cos of pain and cramp..
is due to VOMITING!!!

Doc say i kena mild food poisioning and thus..
place under multiple drips and "cocktail" .. =\

On CTG doc once say agn gt signs of contractions..
hear le abit sian.. cos not even 37wks lorx..

But who knows what happen in the later days . . . . .

I onli knw my labour days was a big comady..

I was being pushed up and down, shuffle btw labour ward and normal ward..
-_______________-

The final time i was being send down to labour ward was the TRUE LABOUR!

26 May 2010
About noon time i was being send down to labour ward..
Cos suspect water bag burst during my CTG scan in NORMAL WARD..
and a germ was found in my C*B (Common in pregnancy) .. which is not favourable to baby as she was progressing downwards liaox..
So Down to labour ward =\
Given my pain and was being said as Favourable to give birth..
they did a pill insert to open up the cervix and fasten labour...
and the Wait Begins . . . . . .

Totally lost track of time in labour ward waiting ... vomiting and enduring the pain ...
I only know i had a lot of IV pokes marks on my hands..
Drips and endless drips ...
I was in so much pain i told Coconut i dowan to give birth liaox =X

I was given the Thigh Jab, Paderdin ( whatever name it is)
They keep insiting mi to use the oxygen mask but i REFUSE... i was oreadi sooo giddy .. sooo nauseous and having gastrict liaox..
Aft that jab still manage to catch some slp with my hunger..
Aft the Jab effect.. Whoooo hoooo~
THE PAIN IS HERE TO VISIT agn..

This time round..
EPIDURAL

and the wait continues . . . .

in between the waits .. nurses, midwives and docs came to c my progress..
an alt check for every 4hrs to c if cervix open anot..

1st was damn damn slow..
i actually requested them to poke burst my water bag at abt 12am ; 27 May 2010
Little did i know aft the strong struggle wif my pain, the water bag burst on its own.. LOL

Oh yea..
Good news came aft morning shift doc came on her round and i was in DEAR PAIN and a SUPER STRONG URGE TO PUSH!!

9CM DIALATE..

They set my rdy for pushing..
and within minutes ...

Ms Celestial was born .. =P

Haha.. tough?
i pity my hubby! But thanks <3
He was all along by my side.. If wasn't for him i wun even get thru my vomiting stage
neverthless to say.. the labour pain ..

<3 Hubby!

and Little Celestial Girl..

2010-05-14T10:48:00.002+08:00

Hahahaa..

Im on MC till next monday den return to work.
Sounds shiok?!

The fact is;

3 May 2010 i was admited to hosp,
Due to pain and cramps ...

but who knws when they put mi on CTG scan , it report showing that i am having frequent contractions ; not juz cramp and pain!!!

Dialated 1cm -.-''

wahahaha~ admission!

Given 2 dose of steroids and some kuku medi that made mi giddy and nauseous..
tmd.. ><"

So ya..
Threaten early labour hur..

Ms Celestial Seah, Dun be tooo anxious to come out..
Stay in Mummy's tummy till aft 37wks ok!

Daddy, Mummy and Korkor will be waiting~

Not to forget,
the little princess baby cot is here & ITS HUGE!!
OMG..
Damage was $299 + $20 (upgrade to laxtex and form mattress)

2010-05-01T11:54:00.002+08:00

Scan @ 26 April 2010.

Ms Celestial weights at 1.7kg , 32wk old..
growth is excellent according to Doctor..

Guess, the arriving of her will be a very very upsetting and confusing + worried day.
As father cannot be contacted if she choose to be born w/o her father being ard.. =\
We cannot get him thru his wrk..

BUT

to leave a msg / miss call on his mobile to inform him i was due for birth..
onli after that he have to report back to his xxxx personal den go back to staff for a change of clothes..

proceed to wait for shuttle bus out to main road den to hop onto a cab down SGH -.-
tmd..
by den i dunno im alive or half dead in delivery rm..

So we made a pact wif her..

telling her onli to start her journay out to light onli when Daddy's around!
dunno she understand anot, but she reply wif a kick and that's it -.-

Hahahaa!

We shall see frm now hur <3

2010-04-20T12:24:00.003+08:00

I have 1 little devil brewing inside my tummy..
:<><"

Shld i say she is well-behaved in front of daddy's presence or
dowan Daddy to see her being sooo naughty inside tummy?
Reali is pengz!!~

26 April 2010; going for 3D scan..
Little Celestial, we are sooo excited for the coming visit u know?!!
Please be a good girl and let Ms nurse scan u good and well on that day ok?
MUCAKZ!

So much for pregnancy; dis current Girl compare to Spencer's time is..
)&*^&%^%

more tension; movement;stretching... etc
no vomiting which is suspose to be good.. but replace by
HEARTBURN wic i will prefer vomiting utill birth =(

Haiz..

Anyway, bought a taggy pillow for her..
Will post pic once i find my free time =\
Hope will be rather soon =D

2010-04-12T11:35:00.002+08:00

Curb my Crab craving on Sun..
=D

Brought Spencer for a swim @ MIL Serangoon Country Club!
Yippie~ Sun was soooo hot but the water was the best cooler den anything else..

Ate lunch over there; Chicken Chop with Mushroom Sause..
=\ not that great, the sauce can be improve further!!

Next, Waffles with Chunky Strawberry..
Crispy but a little toooo thin =\
LOL .. wat to expect frm a meal that cost abt $22 bucks not forgetting Dumb's Xo Slice Fish Bee Hoon which commented tasteless..

Dinner with Mum @ Mellben Seafood!!
Wooo hooo~
Crab bee hoon x extra 1 servings ...
Fried beancurd..
Brocolic wif Scallops.. AND
Cheese Salted Egg Crab <3 ; slight spicy but superr super fragrant!!

and it cost $120 for 4 person.. dun ask mi how much was the crab onli..
no ideal.. =P

the next time if im gng, i gng for their Yam ring wif scallop
looks sooooo tasty!!

2010-04-06T11:28:00.002+08:00

Tml will be her last day with us.

God will take charge for caring of her on our behalf..

I pray:-

She will be in good hands.
Living without worries..
Leave with peaceful mind that all her 4th Generation is in good hands & all are being taken care of.

After Wednesday, the most painful monent & day of my life..
Everything will be gone; physically she is not around.
Emtionally; she will owaz remain within mi.

Memories is something nuttin will ever replace her with.
Nuttin can take away those moments spend with her.

2010-04-04T11:18:00.002+08:00

I dun blame anyone for bringing her away from us.

I am grateful enuf to have her long enuf with us; to let us spend more time during her breathing days..

Her beauty and memories she had left behind, will be something that will never be forgotten.
The childhood memories; the care she had provide for me since toddler days can only be reminded through pictures and memories now..

Yes, i am sad, tearing my heart out but i dowan her to suffer longer by living with us.

This is the route to make her sufferings end.

Im Sorry, i cant even see u for the last and final journay of your life.
Your understanding and worry shall all end.

I will live on well, i promise you.

Granny, u will owaz be the closest kin of mine. Owaz . . .
I love you.

2010-03-10T16:05:00.002+08:00

Tiring Day for Mummy Sheryl..

Woke up in the morning, the heavy rain greets mi..
hahaaha!
Its a joy to have a rainy morning =D
So it means doing my cleaing wun be that hot and stuffy!

Starts off with Mac Breakfast with Spencer ..

After which comes the sweeping, mopping & cleaning of the entire hse..
That includes scrubbing the toilets floor..
( i sounds like a maid now )

Wah.. totally SHAG i tell u..
><"
cleaning a hse bigger den my TPY is not easy at all ~

Trying to control my SMH shopping =x
hahaha! hubby has been telling mi not to buy soo much but hw can u resist when all Girl's clothes are sooo pretty , cheap and non-getable in local shops =\

Guys juz dun understand, dont they?

Stingy Daddy now doesn't wanna buy Meimei a big playmat which cost onli $38 now!
ARGH
Eventually i oso will get it.. =P

Lastly,
Meimei haven been stretching my tummy lately..
it still looks flat wif loose clothings.. =(

I WAN A BIG PREGGY TUMMY!!!~

2010-03-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

Spencer down with HFMD..
><"

my most fear esp when he's attending to Childcare..
Sigh..
5days of unpaid leave *boom*

His case not so serious as at the moment..
Red Spots below foot, buttocks..
Ulcers at back of throat and ard lips ard..
Hands still clear.. ^^

Feeding & drinking well ..
and yes!~ mild cold drinks

Applying medi is a prob..
i allow him to BITE my finger ><"
cos i knw his fear.. Sigh..
and GOSH.. he reali BITES it sia.. =~~~

Went to Gynae checkup for Ms Celestial Seah =D
Doc says meimei nows weights abt 900g and has turn to birth position..
26weeks old le.. Ms Celestial ..
Hahahaa!

June we'll see ur little crying face..
=P

2010-03-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

Issit juz mi alone or other mummies face dis prob tooo?

My Girl will be due coming June..
My choice i will prefer fully breastfeed cos of the beneifits that the baby will gain..

Problem is..

hw can i fully stick to bf even when i return work?
How often do i need to pump out and store my bf?
Do i store in juz fridge alone or freezer?
Freezer can last for 3mths but wat about fridge?
To thaw frozen bf, over the night bring down to fridge to thaw den warm up den feeding time..
If need to xpress during ofc hrs.. warroz.. hw to? cannot sia.. ><"

Argh...

to store bf i need space in freezer & fridge..
but both places all packed wif food!!
ya, that's my husband hse fridge..

Sigh..
wat worried mi most is the caregiver to my Baby Girl..
THE MAID..

Sounds horrible enuf to mi..
maybe cos of all bad news on maids makes mi soooo turn off towards them..
i cant suggest CL cum Babysitter cos the cost dun comes frm my pkt..
i have to bear wif the idea of trusting my beloved girl to the maid..
hopefully the old lady ahma @ hm will keep a watchout over the maid
when she's alone with them..

( i hope ahma will sayang meimei to max den i can reali fang xin )

bbbbbbbbb say i too tense up over upcoming issues..
i shld relax.. arbo meimei cme out all wrinkles..
LOL..

i wish i can.. so many thing surfacing as June draws closer..

Baby Cot..
Space in the room..
fridge & freezer ..
fully bf even aft gng bk work..
the most worrying , the maid ...

Haix...

2010-02-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

Who can supply me with at least SGD$500K with no strings attached..
Free of interest loan..
Pay back own time own target ..

That amount can buy me:

MY OWN LIVING SPACE

2010-02-19T12:01:00.001+08:00

Endurance is all i can do now..

Till next year ><"

February , or even Chinese New Year..

2010-02-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year Passed liaox..

End of Gambling.. =\
End of goodies session..

LOL..

dis yr not suspose to eat any pineapple..
but since MIL din say anything when i eat.. so ya..
* i ate quite a bit*
=P

hahaaha~

Ang baos sadly to say..
DUN HAF MUCH ><"
other den Own mummy, MIL and Xiao Gu de "newly wed" red packet..
Bo liaox..

Spencer's wise..
dunno is alot more compare to last yr or lesser den last yr..
LOL..

a total of onli $350+

Gambling luck is 50 - 50 only.
Bun Bun visited mi twice dis yr...
not to mention triple 7 .. Smell oso smell bo ...

Tiger year.. new year new surprise..
wat's new and exciting coming up ?

Stay tune...

2010-02-07T00:34:00.002+08:00

Starting with today's SHOPPING:

Manage to get Daddy a New Shirt for CNY!
and a little small surprise for him tooo.. =D

He will be reading my blog oso..
well, dun care..
make him heart DAMN ITCHY guessing for it.. =P

Spencer Monster got a new pair of SHOE oso..
><"

WHICH left poor mummy,
cant find a dress for CNY ><"

end up,
getting a new bag frm Everbest which was having CNY sale 20% till end of next wk ONLY!!

Its a brown-orange bag..
Big enuf to stuff mani mani mani thing wic Daddy hates ..
Still manageable to contain Baby's stuff ...

So ya..
i've save an Baby Bag cost on Daddy's behalf.. =\

Daddy's HOME...
its SUPPER DIM SUM TIME!!~

*tata*

2010-01-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Kissed goodbye to singlehood on 20 January 2010 ..

That day oso stands a meaning for Spencer Prince; his 5th birthday!

hahaha!

Had a baby mickey fire engine cake ordered for his celebration @ School..
2kg.. kinda smaller compare to his barney's cake for last birthday~

Well,

in juz 4more days .. chinese customary will be over too..
haha~
the thought of it dun reali excites mi .. *i swear*

but rather having to live towards a new life..
to be a mother to another coming child..

hahaa..
my coming days will be even more busier -.-

with now, currently 20wks..
Gender will be known soon .. =D

Rom was a simple event with only family members of both sides
and Coconut's uncle and wife..

no friends, no sisters, no nuttin..

31st will be different..
for those attending i knw they will give us their true blessing..
even if some @ the very last moment cant turn up for certain reasons..

ppl owaz ask mi..

u sure u wan such a simple event only?

my ans: wat i wan is true blessing of happiness for my marriage frm ppl i knw ...
not appearance cos of venue, food, nevertheless giving face to bride and groom..

Once 31st is over..

more things will be coming in ...
Custody things are in the mist of processing ...

preparing for the 2nd one muz be plan'd soon..
esp buying things slowly.. =\

sian..
Chinese New Year..

LOL ...
* can i skip giving ang baos agn =x *

2010 ...

i'll have 3 TIGERS @ home..

den i'll play this nursery song..

" 3 zhi lao hu ( suspose to be lao shu la) .. 3 zhi lao hu bao bu kuai .. bao bu kuai"

Cos..

Tiger No. 1 is my husband ahma..
Tiger No. 2 is my husband himself.. (too fat to run fast =x)
Tiger No. 3 is my 2nd child..

LOL ..
how this 3 tiger run?!!

2009-12-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

2009-12-17T10:31:00.003+08:00

Suddenly wanted to change hp no.

hahaaha!

Go MIA .. wahahahaa...

unreachable feeling is good..
no one will disturb u .. yet u can choose to contact anyone u wish ..
having TOTALLY NO ONE to reach u ..

Thought making dis blog private..

Having it so open, blog out everything seems ....

Complaining Time:

24hrs a day..

Shift work starts from 3pm ends at 11pm.
Slp time from 12am till abt 12pm..
Get rdy time prolly 1hr.
Jounary ard 1hr.
2.30pm MUZ report to rm ..
dunno wat time break.. dunno wat time makan..
reach hm abt 12am..

So ware's the free time? dunno lehx...
When the person "claim" busy..
Busy anot? i oso dunno ...

ware's the messages he will used to send while travelling?
a short ph call during his break..
well .. whatever. . .

Hw nicely put when " off days i gt acompany u"
when its .. morning breakfast, send mi off to train..
den entire day MIA wif his colleagues den resurface only when their happy time ends..

What it means by,
"emergancy u can sms mi ma"

and non-emergancy cases .. no nid to contact..

YawnZz...

Sry ar, stubborn ppl gt stubborn thinking..
Wat to do..

When he ask..
" hw come u owaz feel that i dun care for u"

When the fact is..
5days he hasn't been TRYING to make conversation..
other den following my steps .. "she dun call & msg i oso do the same"
dis is the type of care and concern..

When his lovely 1 SMS can last for the entire day and name that "CARE & CONCERN"

Ya,
i swore on SMS that day i wun even drop him a call or a msg from 3days back..
Other den Spencer looking for him..
NO CALLS frm mi at all..

Thinkin abt wat audrey told mi..

"Wat for get married when i wanna remain so stubborn"

Think abt it oso true..

Wat for?

Like wat his COLLEAGUE advise..
Think carefully before u sign..

abt a mth till that day...
its a considering period. . . .

2009-12-16T09:22:00.000+08:00

1. Dis will be made known as a private blog soon..

2. The relation blog has been deleted away juz 2minutes ago..

2009-12-07T10:37:00.002+08:00

I had a horrible dream..

Someone whom i never wanted to dream of..

I dreamt that i was pregnant with his child -.-
Something bad happen to me one day..
and when it did, he was super anxious to knw hw i was..
So he asked his sister in law to ring mi up..
asking me to go back hm that "one day" just to see hw i was..
But the reason SIL gave was cos the family wanted to have dinner wif mi onli.

-_____________-

i nv like dis type of dreams..
Esp when its that unfaithful guy, that idiot who broke all promises..
the fellow whu ran away wif all his responsibilties...

Smart enuf and u will knw who am i refering to..

2009-12-06T13:02:00.002+08:00

Went to gynae yesterday~

For down syndrome scan in the little 1 ..
chances are 1:48.. (1-over 4thousand something) that little one will get it.

*phew* that's onli 80% ..
if u wan 90% confirmation go for blood test which cost $150 -.-
Oh yea.. lucky Coconut made the right choice..
i fear needles..
muhahahaa!~ so he abort the blood test thingy!

Devil Prince Spencer was out wif my mum..
so i have time to do a bit of shopping aft gynae..

Got nuttin much other den,
1 New Friven Quilt which cost $69 aft %
2 thyme bra which cost $19 each (cos of stock clearance, got it cheaper)
1 thyme top which cost $29 (oso cheap cos of stock clearance)

Hahaa!~
Not enuf though..
Got to get a few more tops + undergarment..

YawnzZz..

2009-12-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

S’pore may have most modern sanitation, but toilets not clean enough

true enough..

anyone been to amk mrt toilet?
the smell of the toilets can be sence even at the entrance of the station..
the moment u step into the toilet..
u can get rdy to puke anytime..

Muahahaah!~

the perfect public toilet, smell free is still those poshy hotels..
other den that..
coffeeshops toilet is oso at the "OMG" stage -.-

Shopping centres still have the standard..
at least they cant afford to have customes complaining abt the smell esp
when its not juz locals shopping..

2009-11-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

Still i'm missing something..

Little surprises and sweet little moments in life..

Did anyone still remember someware written in my blog

that i do appreciate little moments spend with loved ones?
(of cos is willingly to do it and not be asked and 1/2 feelings)

Recall back,

how much have your partner or you yourself had done for each other?

Waking up early to prepare your loved favourite breakfast?
Or..
Accompany them to they station on ur rest days before heading back hm to rest agn?

Or.. sending them little surprises or gifts untold?

Do u envy old couples ( 70+ and above) still holding hands walking around together?
May it be a stroll in the garden or out eating or anything?

These are those little sweet pleasent things that all humans will remember for as long as they live..

Something which is inreplaceable

Something like my birthday surprise on 2004..
i was ban frm leaving hm frm 10am ~ 3pm..
-.- was gng nuts while waiting for something to happen which i dunno what will it be..

There came a knock at my door @ 2pm.
Someone looking for DuJuan!~ (onli my IRC frens will knw dis name)
Hahaaha.. flowers, but its pink roses..

I think the most unforgetting surprise was:

When i was still in TPGH, i came across a senior in school.
He happen'd to knw abt mi and suddenly 1 early morning,
he turned up at TPGH back gate waiting for mi!

He dint knw wat was my time leaving dera and he had waitied for nearly an hr
before he saw me..
wahahaha! he was like "phew" the wait was over.
If the wait had last longer he will nid mosquito repellent..

1994/1995 Weiliang wrote his very 1st letter to mi..
something tat a paikia (consider that year we've known) will never ever do it..
.. he shocked mi even more when he tired to fold the letter into a double heart..

2009 my future beloved complain tired when i made him walk to the stn frm my hse coffeeshop.. complaining he was ultra tired..

Hw sian can u be when u have to "force" that person to do certain things with you when u much appreicate it being done willingly..

When asked for flowers... " u sure u wan ar? but waste of money lehx, so expensive"
Occassions aft occassions..
it nv came..

When guys dun have that extra moved to touch woman's heart..
is plain life for them..

As wat an hi-bye fren once told mi,
regardless of wat,
women muz be pampered wif surprises once in a while..

it been 5yrs since my last..

2009-11-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

Got my new bed and it looks something like the above..
Mother in law got the same model but different headboard.

Hers comes with 2 extra little things that are meant for blood circulation.
It acts as an additional headboard as well as legs rest..
Total damage nearing to $4k.

Anti Dust mites mattress, 4 star brand..
something different frm all my previous mattress..

Its firmer.. not so bouncy.
and the person also recommend it (including Hubby's xiao yi)..

2009-11-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

Surprises was something soo short in my life ...

All i have as flashbacks frm the past..

the past waiting life i held..

on Xmg.. on Spencer's father...

and it happening now and same again ...

maybe not that serious...

maybe its not "happening" ....

I'm like a mirror..

facing all facts of past life..

Suddenly ..

i felt that decisions was being made wrongly again ...

In a rush to settle things will result in mirror relation ..

2009-11-12T22:16:00.005+08:00

TOTALLY Shag day on 11/11/2009!~

Never been sooooo tired before.

Bridal Shoots on that day and WOAH!~

tiring.. ><"

Indoor shoot was still ok..
we were teasing our photographer until he totally BTH us..
wahaahaha!~

Outdoor was Great also ..
other den suffering frm motion sickness -.-

The MOST EXCITNG PART was ..
we were almost rdy for our 1st railway shoot when 1 TRAIN happen to come..

scatter run away and ya..
within that few seconds we were made to pose to capture the train as our background..

Rare sight i was told by Andy (our Photographer) ..

Day ended @ Long John Silver wif 2 super hungry person..

Hahahaa!

2009-11-08T12:32:00.004+08:00

Finally got things decided.

Saturday decided on the Gown, Evening Gown & Outdoor shoot dress..
Outdoor location : Hortpark & Changi Beach.. 1 more location to think of..

Somehow not an easy task when u have to keep trying to find 1 which you will like and somehow fits you.

-.-

the very 1st gown that i've set eyes on turns out super plain during the 2nd try yesterday.
End up getting 1 sparkling bright gown which my makeup artist, Helen recommand as well!

Hmm.. gown details will let pictures do the talking .. (yeah, keep coming back for updates =P)

Got another early present.. Christmas present.. =D

Pair of Earrings from Citigems..

Worth buying.. before 50% was about $600..
something that sits nicely on my ear loop.

For those who knw mi well enough,
my ear loops are rather thick and loop upwards..
rather hard to get a pair which will fit shine brightly.

hahahaa!~

Sourcing for NEW Childcare isnt an easy and simple task..
i haven been surfing net.. flipping through brochures..
going to places .. but ya..
got a few in mind but i need confirmation before i can tender 1 mth notice to my current 1.

Rather headahe..
i wun even wanna pay for both sided when the total amt will mount to 2k.
Just to "reserve" a place in the new school for a mth & to pay my current C.c for another mth.

Last piece of news,

i am so proud of the little 1 ..
Doctor mention its water bag is sooooooo round and beautiful that it looks like full moon.
LOL..

and ya.. 4more wks before it passed it "danger" period..
be good.. little Coconut..

2009-11-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Getting married was no easy thing.
By seeing people rushing to get things in order..
to select the bridal shop of their choice..
till selecting the gown, evening gown.. kua / tea dresses..
trying on makeup and hairdo..

all those little details of wedding..
can reali tried people out.

Yes, going thru all that now..

Went to my dream bridal shop..
Gowns have a few choices in mind.. still deciding further..
Kua or tea dress let my in laws decide ba..
Evening gown.. haven set eyes on any nice ones..

Mine entire package will cost $3,200 (round up price)
Not soo bad..
as by referal , i got more things..

*Muhahahaahah*

if i bring down friends who also use their service how much more will i get..
kekekez!~

Outdoor location.. *argh*
Hortpark is 1 of them..
2 more to go.. ><"

So far till now..
everything has to be done by year end..

Rush rush rush ..
but the mist of it there's bound to be confilcts ..
cos IM THE 1 DECIDING THINGS ALONE..

k ba.. till further notice.. ^^

2009-10-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

At time,

People are insensitive to your feelings..

The more they emphasis on a sentence .. the more that it will come true..

When u get that "locked" feeling in .. there will be no way to ignore it..

Having to think abt it everything, trying to find evidence of "truth" to it..

Yup, that's the kind of person IBBZ is..

Even if it was meant as a joke to find a certain someone .. whu knws if those wrds does carry any meaning to it anot..

And ya, aft countless repeating..

it gets "locked"

2009-09-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

Manage to get some posting done in office.. ><"

1. My cracking Cpu was carried away by Mr Thomas Tan (Doc's Assistant)

2. Sleeping at nights without being on the phone..

LOLx..

Sian.. the thought of my channel U show coming to an end is boring...

The thought of having long weekend approaching and yet no spending power is lagi sian..

Had a blood test 2 days back for Hep A,B & C .. tmd SGD$99 .. not including Vaccine..

warroz...

today am going back to clinic.. let's pray i dun nid jabs at all.. ><"

nid i mention i manage to save $300 aft mths of keeping $5 bucks.. wahaahaha!~

AN ACHIVEMENT .. =\ (at least that's wat i thought)

3. was thinking of scaning old pics into fb .. but my CPU!~

not back from Doctor.. *building in process lorx*

Kinda bored at nights liaox.. tmd.. nuttin better to do..

other den TV & PSP..

SOMEONE save me pls... *YawnZzz*

And oh ... without hoggin night calls will make "another" person have early slp..

at least frm now.. he dun nid to slp late Cos of I CANT SLp & wun nid to wake up @ 0730 to morning mi..

so btm line.. he benefit frm getting more slp and wun be so tired..

That's my conclusion..

2009-09-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

August 28, 2009

Granny was admited to hospital again.
Dis time round wasn't as simple as previous..

She had an operation done..
to remove her Big intestins..

she has a bag attached to her left for urine..
on her right a tube to pump out the waste..
on her neck.. a tube to feed her the nutritions..

Dun look good?
yup, i agreee..

I went to visit her today as i have more free time without having to work..
She loook like a piece of tofu..
its heartbreaking..

both her arm wraped in cotton.
nurse say that her skin now is ultra thin and fluids are flowing our of them
So they got her arms wrap'd in order to soak the flowing fluids.
She is sooo weak.. everyone aft major operation is going thru the same but not my granny..

She cant eat..
not even way long before she was admit into hosp.

she can onli rely on nutritions given thru her viens..
and thin fluids thru mouth.
her weight has gone down a big deal..

i heard aft her TTSH, she will be transfer'd to those like Renci hosp for care.
at least family wun be worried wif medical attention and nurses ard her..

for once.. i haven seen my cousion weep.
toady i did..

I tried to hold back my tears onli to let them flow while talkin to my aunt.
Guess.. all of us know clearly the condition of my Granny.

I just hope i have more time to visit her..

2009-08-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Coconut got a job at Sentosa IR!~
Tomorrow will get job confirmation.

If confirm,
Oct 7 he will be flying off to Manila for job training.
><"
Duration 6wks not in SG!~

Sian..
den i will have to go through the time when he flew to TW..
lucky tat was only 1mth..

But to him..
it will be a very good experience for his stepping stone to working society.
Be it an eye-opener for him for juz bond for a yr to say bye ..

Yes.. working hrs will be long..
but regardless of wat he does or goes in his carrer life,
i will be supportive of him..

2009-08-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

Coconut was always saying i haf a huge pile of friends around..

but when i took serious consideration hw true was his sentence..

i found out..

i was pathetic..

True.. i do have a great deal of friends..

but not those heart - heart ones..

AND EVEN MORE SUDDENLY

i realise that if one day i'm going for my own wedding..

no bridesmaid at all.. LOL

amazing right? those closer to mi ones are

ALL MARRIED!~

or either .. no contact anylonger...

wahahahaaa .. i simply cant believe it man ...

I use to think that once frenz.. forever friends..

dis sentence dun seems to last long...

Dammit..

Spencer .. think i have to dig more time to coach him in writting numbers..

his 5 looks like S .. his 3 is .. like 2 C's (picture it in the opp direction) ..

he onli starts his interest in Elephant.. -.-

and colouring..

Maybe shld enroll him in art class .... since his drawing blocks and colouring books have been coloured out!~

his passion for COLOURING is deeper den writting -.-

Oh.. black is his favourite.. =\ (any problems?!)

2009-08-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

Spence has been sick since last Tuesday with a hanging fever of highest 39.2oC..
=P

Been on medicine since then but no progress man..
it went up.. and down..
up and down.. ><"

Until the 3rd day..
Desprate to get him well.. so send him to GP..
that was quite a wait as his fever normally wear off aft 3 full days..

End up..
what did the trick was the antiboitics given by Doctor!~

KNS.. shld have known to bring him to GP earlier..
torture man for those sleepless nights..

Imagine a sick chicken looking aft a sick chicken..
and the amount of leaves and the headache to find ppl to care aft the kid..

Bearing a kid is just tooo much effort..
esp when u haf no - nil supportive "additional" people ard u to help out.

Having kids is just not getting pregnant and giving birth..
it meant a lifelong commitment..
having supportive ppl ard u to lend u a hand in time of need..

Govement has been encouraging netizens to help "increase" childbirth..
wat about lending a "supportive person" when problem arise..
eg: a caregiver at no additional cost.. (sounds like maid) BUT NO..

I wonder hw other single partnes out dera go through..
Oh well..

Bonnie (my boss Gf) has concerns about mi..
Thanks for the little thought..
in morden society now.. its hard for asian guys to accept "someone wif a kid"
like wat my boss mention..

"its hard to find someone whu loves u and the kid at the same time"

but when melvin came along..
he was damn glad..
for he and bonnie has duper good impression of him.

Ya.. i dun deny he is a good man..
but coming to kids..

he still has foregin touch on it..
he is clueless hw to guide and care for kids..
he juz follows whatever i do to spence..

I dunno hw to teach.
morever to make him care for "someone else's son" is bad enuf..
what more can i ask for.?

Bottom line..
Spence is not his flesh and blood..
hw much more can i request him to treat Spenc well?

2009-07-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

I miss the song =(
Haven't been to Ktv since ages ago..
Ever Since my voice broke down during Oct 08'

Kinda . . .
the feeling hard to describe..

Those whu knw mi long enuf can hear the difference my current voice
and before Oct 08' .

I believe that .. the Original voice will never be back..
not that i believe so..

I mish my ktv sessions.. =(

2009-07-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

Remember my New Perfume
Harajuku?

=D

2009-07-06T00:10:00.002+08:00

Saturday was a boring to start with.

Coconut had to report work .. leaving Devil Prince Spencer with mi single handed.
><"
Amazing thing was, he wanted to Sh!t on the journary..
thus having to alight off @ Marsiling to let him do his business -.-

Went home alone .. *yawnZz*
lucky i brought Psp out..
otherwise.. bored stiff on train..

Facebook & Maple was all i've done since 2.30pm till 7pm
lolx..
the time when i reach hm & till the time Coconut off wrk and came home.. =P

Sunday . . . .

*YawnzZz* tired -.-
Went down to City Hall.. excited to get the Maple Epi2 PPC!~
Rather not worth as it tightens our pockets for Mth July even more
*Strangles*

But since we dun get it OFTEN .. i allowed myself to enjoy the twiny bit of Luxury =x
New Soles for Coconut MSia shoes..
AND .. a brand NEW PEFUME!~

It smells perfect.. simply soothing & claming..
*that's a baby effect*

it smells juz like a BABY!~
i conclude it contains: BABY POWDER

muhahahaah!
cause.. it has a powdery feeling & smells the SAME LIKE A BABY!
*i've repeated it sooo many times*

Cost only a mere $67 @ Takashimaya. .
Brand: Harajuka.
Awarded the best beauty product in Cleo for mth July.

Baby perfume now with Coconut..
will grab pictures when he comes over wif baby on fri!~

Along the Journary Up Cck. . .

Coconut Suddenly brought up the topic of
the importance of " Housing.. Marriage.. Family Planning.."

To me..
To need a flat, we need A Married Cert..
Den to Apply for House..
Slowly by Family Planning~ =D

Marriage part will cost a bomb le..
i told him.. to save on banquet i wun mind at all..
Even if its some traditional Restaurant i'm alright..

Too glam no use..
Too high classy no point.. ^^

<3 .. i guess he's the very 1st guy in my life to openly discuss ALL of the above with mi..
At least i knw.. he treasure and does trutly put his effort into us.
For that..

I will owaz be supportive of him.
Whatever he does.. i'll be him.

2009-06-25T15:53:00.001+08:00

I think My Coconut isnt the Only guy who will BLUSH
when they look into Ladies eyes~

^.^

Muhahaha~

But still .. adorable.. wahahahaa!

Cos u wun knw why they blush esp when u dunno them all all..

2009-06-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

Its June..

Couting down to August seems like so long..
Esp when July have 5weeks -.-""
HORRIBLE..

Granny just got out of hosp today aft the Previous entry which i mention she got admitted agn.
ya, i know.. its happening so often these 2mths odd..
Hw will she ever fully recover?!

Dearie Coconut staring his "hard job" on Tues..
Tele-sales..
Good luck~

i've left tele-marketing job far behind mi.
the last i got an offer was frm a wine company.
Something like wine investments..
targeting at ppl wif at least 5k salary monthly..

hahaa.. but i've like cold calling..
so ya~ bye to the job..

Hmmm..
my prawning trip wasn't reali a success..
so am telling Coconut to try prawnin in the mornin for our next trip.
muhahaah!

Till the day i made my big catch..
u will catch it on my blog!

2009-05-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

I knew life was soo fragile,
so we should even treasure and cherish one another more.

No smiles will be seen on faces when loved ones passed on.
Its like taking a boulder smashing down a wall..

and bit by bit,
patch by patch .. to rebuild up agn.

It will never be an easy path for healing.

Rongy.. its tough i know..
esp when he was your compainion through your 26yrs.
Friends will owaz lend u moral support..
U will owaz haf us ard..

Was talkin to moonie aka bbbbbbbbb~ on cab hm the other day abt my Granny..
it seems like i have a verdict ..
which at that moment.. i wun want it to happen as yet.

But just a day after the conversation,
the bad news came..

Granny was once warded agn..
for her heart ...

Seems like its giving out the signal..

Not eating well during her previous hosp stays & even aft discharge..
now.. same problem + vomiting..
what can she vomit when she dun eat?!

Please, not at this moment..
although i dun wish to see her suffer..
for the only way to relieve all her pain and suffering is to let God take care of her on all her
4th generation behalf..

But.. I'm not ready for it YET.
NO!!

Please buy her more time..

2009-05-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

Prawing Rod =D

The Full Accessories =D

We got this Rod on Saturday @ The Tackle Shop located at Marine Parade Central.

Very friendly boss!

He took time to demo to us how to set up the rod for prawning,

he explain to us what type of bait was the best ..

Looks like Coconut is getting his own rod rather soon too..

Part 2 of Saturday:

We had an adventure..

I learn hw to Cycle & Roller Blade!

but nv succed in both.. LOLx

Just got the hang of it..

i even became ninja turtle on the bicycle.. =D

Poor Coconut keep falling while blading..

wahahaaha!

thanks to Dino.. i din't even FALL when blading..

Shall we proceed agn? for Jumping Jacks..

kekeez

2009-05-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

Im so bored aft my computer rejected loading maple month ago.

My daily night is sooo bored while Coconut is stuck to maple.
He advance quite a bit,
found himself a spammer.. Bishop are usually females isnt it?

Lolx..

To all these while,
i can say towards dis relation i still haf no confidence..
at least not 100% ..

No females wun doubt their own spouse when they meet the opposite sex.
Esp when our relation started frm maple,
it can oso be maple related prob that led to .. no trusting?!

YawzZz.. even if he's not that type to stray,
men's heart will change aft a period of contact. No mehx?
Esp when our relation is still standing on rocks..

Oh well,
Shall see what holds in the coming months.

2009-05-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

I got the push moving..

Mp replied stating my email was forwarded to HDB Rental Dept Head.

At least, its moving ..

Guess it time to earn more.. spend less & save more money for the hard rocky time ahead.

=D

YESH! Ibbz can do it.. isnt it?

I've been through it once.. =D

Guess, my support will come from all my friends + Coconut onli.

Granny, i wish u will be well enuf to be discharge from hospital soon.
U've not been eating well.
Sigh~

2009-05-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

Went back to dig out an old reali life story of an infant after browsing through my yahoo! Attachments.

It seems that i have a lot of stash away memories within..
what it came as a bigger suprise was,
i even haf brian divoice pettion letter within. LOL

Keep that aside,
the little darling angel name was Jorden,

i won't wanna post the story as i dun haf the rights to copy their love ones lost~
it wun be nice at all.

I remember contacting the mother upon chancing the story,
was glad that she had recover part emotionally and going on strong for her kids..

It seems to be a rainy night under my roof..

I cant help but at times,
thought at my own loss..

Helpless.. i won't wan that feeling..

I will do everything to protect the little 1 i have now..
Even if i haf to craddle him in arms for the rest of my life..
Spencer Tong, My beloved Prince~

2009-05-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

To My Dearest Granny ♥

I always have memories of you when you took care of me since young;

How you shield me from mummy's canning and got cane by her.
Your effort and time used to mould me to where i am sitting now;

I remember:-

* I once took $3.50 which was meant for school to order milk monthly;
I've pocketed it and bought lots of rubbish from school bookstore;
To think i can even be santa clause and give moneys to my friends xD

My horror begins when mum receive news about the it, cause school ring her saying this month
no milk order =X
The canning part came in, granny shield her strokes with her body =(

Little bits of memories;

I once got angry with granny ( forgot over what matter) ..
i swear to myself i will NEVER eat her dinner that night.. =x
End up, when she bring over i ate.
My 8th Aunt still laugh at me, saying she thought i don't want dinner
how come still eat .. ROAR~

Granny took care of me when i was very little,
maybe when i was around 1years old? It was about the time when my father passed away.
I will never forget;

She fetch me from kindergarden, held my hands tightly as we cross roads.
She was sooo frightened when i shake off her hands and almost being run down by car
SORRY GRANNY! ><"

But now.. ;

Yet, i felt so helpless when once and again you were admited to hospital.
All i could ever do was to pray endlessly for you to regain better health;
to be free of all pain and sufferings.

I hope you won't leave me soo soon.
I'll miss u dearly~

2009-05-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

It took place on 24 April 2009.

Post Dated Post..
We manage to save a kitten trap inside a covered shelter pathway!
Woah..

its a great success when Coconut manage to pull the little thing out.
><"
the tools we used:

A Broom (to lift the shelter up so Coconut can pull out the little 1)
2 Chairs ( to stand on)

Bought Cat food for the little 1 to eat..
LOLx.. i've a video on it.. =D

2009-04-22T23:45:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO ATTEND JACKEY CHEUNG NEXT CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!

I'll go no matter what it cost..

Its just trigger memories for all his canto songs..
=D

2009-04-22T09:18:00.002+08:00

I wish for my com to break down tonite!

so sick of everything liaox..

the faster that things go..

the happier i am..

why have a tug & pull life ware u can live freely?

..... i'm so sick of explaining things until i choose to remain silent..
.......... ppl come to question mi, why when things goes wrong.. all he get is silent....
............. if everythings nids to be explain & not be search & feel for ........
.................... i muz well get a dictionary for all explantions are inside...............

2009-04-21T11:48:00.000+08:00

You are happy just the way things are...
You are a person full of life and energy.

You have a big heart and know when to use it.

Your relationship scenario is comfortable for your lifestyle just the way it is.

You have very few complaints about your relationship situation and your partner.

At times, you think of marriage but are willing to accept what you have until the time is right. There are times when you feel as though your partner may not be the one for you and you feel as though you should wait it out.

You are in no hurry for marriage.

You are willing to be committed to just one person and you prefer it that way.

Your desire for now is to continue to be happy in a healthy relationship even if marriage is not the option.

2009-04-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

I'm DOING SOMETHING ALL BY MYSELF..

Trying to fix the Psp..
Transfer Data from one memory card to another..
being doing this for the past 2 hrs le!
My Gracious~

Yawnzzz..

Sleepy liaox..

I think .. i need to live without Psp soon..
rely too much on it until today when it when FLAT!
i dunno wat to do during my work outside & my ride home..

YawnzZzz ...

Off track frm the above:

A daily routine for about 3mths odd le..
Let me ask all readers,

Since i mention its a daily rountine for ard 3mths..
by now shld be used to all the timings and all isnt it?

But how come,
somehow, some people dun grasp it?

I like to clarify something:

1. im not the paitent kind of ppl
2. im not owaz into scolding ppl for no reasons.
3. i SIMPLY HATE REPEATING MYSELF over the same bloody matter

I reali dunno wat kind of relation am i looking for.
I'm numb..

So i rather choose NOT to say anything NOR explain further.

I rather be a MUTE den blah my mouth off at ppl . . .

For everytime things goes wrong..

1. i will be alone no matter what
2. a single soul
3. waiting and waiting..

I dun receive treatment frm my previous EVEN if i'm in the wrong
OR
whatever it is.

EVEN if i hang calls throught-out the night..
I will still get EVEN more den 10Miss Calls + Messages..

World change..
people change..

Some believe to stay away from mi since i'm ON FIRE...
Some may even try to get close.. get burn and cheer mi up..

Im tired of talking..
explaining things over again ..

tired of trying to HOLD my temper when explaining more den thrice..

NO ONE IS BORN STUPID..
when one dun learn frm lessons..
that is a real stupid.

2009-04-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

I Changeed Back my Old BLog SOng..

One SOng that will make my heart ache whenever i hear it..

My COmputer isnt going to hold on for long..
1 day when i dun blog for more den 3days..

= dead computer..
Gonez Ibbz ^^

Gratz to my Dan bro..
whu found his new love aft a failed marriage.
Bless u wif all the luck u need!

As For Ibbz..
i think stale water is still the best for her taste buds..

WHEN SHE:

- Cries.. no one to comfort her..
- when she feels heart is aching.. no one is there
- is all upset wif things, she is still being along..

ALONE! =D

2009-04-14T10:23:00.002+08:00

Been rather Sleepy these few days.

Getting old on age or just not enough rest?
Cant imagine sleeping @ 11.30pm last night , still waking up feeling tired.

My life turing back to square 1 rather soon.
Changes goes on and on ..
nothing will ever stop, not even for a special moment.

To "wake up" totally in certain things means reciving the otherwise in life.
To : be able to carry on and not remembering things in life isnt a plan'd human life.

Who will live for another?

Ugly Singaporeans

2009-04-01T10:22:00.002+08:00

Let's be a little touchy on this issue.

Ugly Singaporeans.

How many of you bump into "ugly" people daily?
For instance..

During your morning bus/train ride to work or school?
After office and school hours?
Lunch time?

I've meet a whole lot over the years.
I've sight a few over the past few days~

Some people even snatch seats from the old people.
Some youngersters don't offer their seats to needy people.

I even remember a youngster rushing to an empty seat during peak hours,
while prince was in my arms.

A few days back,
this man was rushing into the train.
Almost knocking everyone down but not so bad la..
he was yelling "excuse mi excuse mi" as he push'd his way through.

Well..
if Singaporeans were to comment on fellowship attitude..
then, each and everyone should reflect on themselves then comment on others.

2009-03-26T09:52:00.001+08:00

Got my insurance signed finally~

1 thing done after years of delay!

2009-03-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ibbz =D

Spend my bdae time being sick! ><"

Went out for lunch @ Crystal jade..
suspose to haf tat pan fried beancurd skin wif shrimp..
SOLD OUT agn .. sian

Movie: Hotel for Dogs..
muhahaha~
Woof!

Imagine having a dog howling away juz because of a curtain that was blocking the view.
=P
total genius i will say for the kids!

Dinner..
Ding Tai Feng..
Nuttin great.. Sigh!

Late movie..
Mall Cop or something lidat~
dun seems as funni as rated sia..

And yup,
that was the "so-called-celebrations"

2009-03-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

I HAVE MANY MANY THINGS TO BLOG!!

><"

1. i fell sick agn la.. and sooo close to my birthday~ ARGH
so angry lorx..
all food is tasteless to mi now.. even soya sauce =(
the onli taste tat i will still get is CHILLI!
sadden deeply sia..

2. my new shoe.. tmd.. problem..
the friction is bad lor .. at e tip of sole..
><" rainy days.. the risk of slipping + falling is at least 20%.
hahaa~ much better den both of my worn out slippers..

3. i got a new pair of slippers @ $34 +/-
cant remember liaox..
on sale.. so grab and go~ badly needed FLATS~

4. Tooth giving problems..
cant believe that will happen so fast and YET.. another broke mth ahead of mi.

5. Computer giving mi endless problems.
from restarting to ACPI to BIOS ..
i'm gng crazy soon over the com..

6. Insurance.. juz as i wan about to get..
beloved mention i shld opt within my own budget.. and of cos..
sum assured will be different wic can increase over the period..
well~ true..
cos no point u take it.. den forfit in the run due to payment prob..
and all will be gone.~

that's abt all..
hahaaa..

2009-03-09T12:38:00.002+08:00

Ibbz Got a new pair of Slippers..
A Brand new fan ..

And a big hole burn in pocket.. =x

But ok la..
Coconut bear half the cost of the Fan!

Went for Movie Marathoon agn..
Suspect X and the Coming Soon (e movie title)
... still , i'm suffering the aft-effect from My BLoody Valentine..

now.. Coming soon took the place..
><"
Last nite i was sooo scare to visit the loo @ hm..
tmd..

cos there was a part in the movie ware the door of the victim apartment toilet
open'd by itself.. making a craking sound.. -.-

Coconut say i silly..
warroz..

i better stop all my horror movies for the moment..
><"
need to recover ~

Hohohoho~
i bought Vitamin C for Spencer Baby & myself.. ^^

In total Dmg for fan.. slippers.. vitamins..
hmmm~
$150?!

Going to spend amt:
On Insurance (if possible for both Ibbz and Devil)
Passport (Ibbz)
Another Pair of Slippers
External HDD

hmmm.. AND i HAVEN GET MY SHAMPOO LORX!!!

2009-03-06T13:00:00.001+08:00

That's My New shoes~
<3

2009-03-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

By refusing to try on a pair of shoe which was already being paid for..

might or not be a mistake from the sales person..

am i being unreasonable..

Reason: i wanted to throw away the pair of shoes newly bought from Puma.

a single mistake and the sales person insist that on the day itself, she gave mi was a size which i am having now..

she insist that the day which i tried the shoe on was 41 ..

God heaven sake,

the very last pair of shoe i had was 39.

y will i request a Giant shoe which is far beyond my feet size to try?

Doesn't it look abit of CLOWN to be walking in Big Size Shoes?!

Neither way, i still refuse to try the shoe..

Either way, i'm gng to discard the shoe ..

Wastage? whatever .. i told dino i rejected the shoe.. but she still bring it back..

y give in to ppl's mistake when i am SURE OF MY VERY OWN SHOE SIZE?

Pissed~

2009-02-27T10:59:00.001+08:00

I need New Shampoo!
Trying dis Brand out ...
^^

http://www.kiehls.com/_us/_en/face/index.aspx?

2009-02-19T09:33:00.003+08:00

Let's Talk about My dream..

.... i have this same dream twice before..

i dreamt that i was in Girl's Home..
Having a field trip on one of those normal days..

In my dream..
there was dis kind of certain "creatures" which can transform to any form of attacking mammals.
Like werewolf , those ferocoius beast..

They appeared swiftly and their speed is soo fast that nobody can escape from them.
They began attacking from behind.. pulling off on their targets ..
tearing them apart.

Their acts left the other girls screaming insanely, running around trying to escape.
their last target was on 1 of the most popular girl in the entire home..
they rip her off , took her body ........

I dunno the ending le..
lolx..

twice i woke up on the ending part..
wahahahaha~
no fate with the dream!

2009-02-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

When u have to decide on something that will turn your life around,

what choice will you take?

When the final verdict will cause you to neither gain but loose out on things,

Which are the steps that you will take?

2009-02-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

1. Watch since '05

2. Pressie from dino '07

3. Bdae pressie frm Coconut '09

Muhahaaha~

1st watch still in working condition ..

but well.. cant bear to throw..

anyone wans a 2nd hand watchie..

tat is up for give-away!

2009-02-11T12:15:00.002+08:00

Lets Start wif some bad news:

Spencer Devil fell sick on friday,
wif series of vomiting in school & once at home..
no choice but to head to Children's Clinic @ Tpy Central.
The Super duper expensive Doctor..

TOld Dumb that the bill,
i estimate the bill to reach ard $200
and no doubt.. YES!
i took away the nasal spray as devil baby wun like it at all..
thus, reducing the bill to $161+
><"

That's 1.

Sat, Mummy sheryl went dentist for toothache.
i expected to extract that problem tooth & no doubt agn..
BULLEYES!
Cavitiy attack.. ><"
Kena scold by dentist lor..
Damage $101+
Lucky i gt NTUC Member !!

And That's 2. ^^

The Celebrations:

New 1st year birthdays coming up..
2 this month + 1 hse warming..
1 during march .. wahahahaa..

Dumb kena scare liaox..
suddenly flood of inviations. =P

CONGRADULATIONS to MY MR MELVIN SEAH..
upon reciving his license on Monday 09/02/2009
aft waiting for 2mths!

Upcoming Occasions:

Vdae, we've decided to spend the day @ Msia..
Singapore juz too bored.
LOL.. gng shopping.. have our meals there
and ya..~ swing ard in Msia..
wahahahaa~

Oooooo~
Ibbz finally got her Genesis skill ytd..
LOLx.. aft dunno hw many decade.. =P

Love u all guys~ <3

2009-01-23T22:41:00.002+08:00

10 Random Facts about me.

tks bbbbbbbbb~ ROAR!

Rules must be followed:

Each blogger must post this rules.

Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.

Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things

and post this rules.

Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me.

Someone who is:

1. Lazy

2. Likes to sleep through the day

3. Hates washing dishes aft cooking

4. finish a can of non-cabo drink within minutes

5. a mother to a Devil baby

6. Likes to spend like no-tomorrow but in actual fact is BROKE.

7. Hates to pack my bed nicely every morning.

8. Has a big big tummy filled with FATS!

9. Owaz has my little finger pointing out whenever i hold/carry things in hand.

10. forgettful.. =x

2009-01-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is just round the corner..
things are gettin packed in place..
Clear'd much of my wardrobe..
gotton old clothes to recycle & to donate out to other ppl..

Next thing to get is hangers -.-
Dumb pants & jeans is pilling high up until i see no empty space..
getting those multi hangers meant for pants and etc ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SPENCER BABY~

had a celebration in his childcare..
Spend a total of ard $120 for his 2.5kg cake + those little present for his friends..
Guess he likes the cake alot..
until today he still remember his dear BARNEY Cake..

kids will owaz be kids..
they owaz remember things tat they loved..
wahahahaa~

2009-01-14T10:46:00.004+08:00

Inconjuction wif the Sms i receive last nite:

If all ever in ur mind ..
u're thinkin tat if all the while ..
by bearing my temper will bring us a longer distance tgt ..
i rather u let go now..

even if it means..
hw se bu de u are..

or hw much u cant bear to let the relation go..
i dowan to repeat the same things over and over and over agn..

if u think till now OR u feel..
up to now u sense no difference den wat for still spend ur time on a empty pit?

Different ppl haf different ways of handling things..
different ppl c things differently..

As wat i've owaz owaz say..
its all up to u to decide..

Typing all these rubbish out doesn't mean i dun love you..
dun hear mi saying i love you dun mean u dun stand in my heart..
at times when i dun feel like talking .. dun mean tat i'm angry..

its DEJECTED ..

Few the next 2weeks when u're not able to meet..
i dun haf any feelin towards it..
busy wif wrk den go ahead..
cant be compare to the time i feel sick and yet .. i got no response..

no feelings can be much worse den that..

no one's blamin u ..
its the amt of attention that i demand ..
and u cant set urself to give..

2009-01-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

Got myself new book..

Yakuza Moon ..

an interesting book i will say..
finish reading in 2 days time and i've back to square one..
no books to read ><"

Coconut say he can get ready and buy a bookshelf for mi le..
on the rate and stage i'm reading and buying books.. -.-

Anyway..
mood these few days aint very good..
Coconut been trying to get a job outside..
but no clue to wat he wanna be and wat he wanna do..

Everytime touch on this topic wif mi i'm bound to get pek cek..
no point plannin further when he has all questions mark above his head..

To think..
i'm putting dis relation to a stretch wif my fiery temper and attitude..
at times i reali wonder hw he can tahan my weather change attitide and fiery temper for the pass few mths being tgt..

getting scold for no ample reasons..
gettin himslf shouted for no good reasons..
at times he is SIMPLY blur -.- and tat eats into my skin making mi shout -.-

Sigh.. either is i'm asking perfection & demandin frm him
or i'm findin fault wif him for not being "alert at time"
. . . either way.. i knw he wun feel good either~

I'm at wits end controlling my own temper oso..
sian..
been back to smking aft not touching for 5mths odd..
hahahaa..

giving excuese to smk cos im super duper SLEEPY the entire day~
me0w!
wahaahahaa...

2009-01-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

Guess which is the one Dumb bought for mi

which is more expensive!

I say..

u all will GUESS wrongly..

wahahahaaa~~

Cosssssss...

(Right Click below)

the most expensive mOo moo

is the Black & white de.. -.-

$25

Caught it at Plaza Sing arcard.. =D

the kimono like cow onli

$18.90

Best sia~

2009-01-10T22:28:00.001+08:00

My 2 New Year tops..

2009-01-01T13:00:00.003+08:00

Happi New Year.. 2009~

Spend a Joyful day with Coconut..
Went Marine as plan for dinnner @ Yuki Yaki!

Wah.. when we reach at 5pm ..
Oreadi Long in Q .. ><"
Was Q-ing half way .. someone happen to walked by..

Guess who..
Xmg ..
Best was still he made intro btw mi and his girl-friend..
girlfriend or girl-friend..
cant be bothered.. but well.. he got my name wrong when introducing.. =)

Back to Dinner..
we left as time limit was 2hrs for buffet~
and paying over 30+ per pax.. Coconut say wasn't worth it..
+ i wanna relax eat.. =x

Walk down to Suntec for "air-con" steamboat..
WOAH~ the soup base is GOOD SIA...
but for $78 juz for soup base. -.-
hahaa..

food variations is limited..
not much meat.. onli chicken fillet..
the 3 layer pork .. thinly sliced de..

service was GREAT..
Coconut say he ke lian which i oso think so..
he took care of the outer seating area..
took orders.. topup soup.. filled water..
busy busy busy~

Overall.. Great New yr dinner.. =)
hahaaha! we ate in front of the Big Big Fountain!!
<3~

Oh.. Coconut bought mi a Cow..
Pictures up next time.. =)

2008-12-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

Was thinking this year Christmas to spend with someone whom i haven seen in a
LONG PERIOD of time..

Guess..
that day for ______ was spend rather well ..
at least..
it wif people whom _____ treasure and cherish~

Hahaa..
Dis yr xmas for mi wasn't alone..
for MR Coconut was ard.. =P

One special thing was..
i DIN meet my usual sisters for celebration..
wahahahaaa..

Odd rite?
maybe festive season shld be well spend wif juz a few close friends..
get away frm alot alot of ppl places..
... like findin a rm to shut urself out..

& KBOX.. was the perfect idea..
=P

Nope.. skipping all tat for End yr 2008 Celebrationsss...

New yr Celebration...
100% i will be on the shelf sitting..

Ah C0conut wrking arrr..
cant pei mi.. =(

any calls maz?!!

2008-12-10T09:49:00.003+08:00

hahahahahaa~
i juz learnt that having a gf is consider an investment..
=P

My ah Dumb aka Coconut teach mi de..
kekeez~

Aniwa ..
last weekend we had an full 2 days to ourself..
=)

Went walk..
for meals..walked ard hunting for clothes.. etc~
finding goodie bag for spencer's birthday~

hahaaha~

think, dis is the life wic i owaz wanted wif my partner..
at least.. its simple..
juz within our world.. =P

2008-12-05T10:24:00.002+08:00

BELOVED . . . .

u're coming back..
I knew it~

FINALLY. . aft such a long wait..
wahahahaha!

2008-12-03T10:39:00.002+08:00

Wosh~

Price for food gng up!

LOlx..

Imagine a box of strawberry hamburger biscuits (kids size) & tin of Spice cubes
cost:
$6 -.-

juz cant imagine how prices will increase over tourist attractions side..
LOL..
ware a bottle of water can cost $3/eac

i got a shock when i pay over the cashier..
*faint..

if price was label at the food there..
i dun think i will wanna let the shop "hammer" mi in that manner..
Far to .. EXPENSIVE LE...

Dis mth tryin to save some spare cash..
rather.. to cut down on my "anyhow spending habits"
=\

so far till now..
Paid bills onli .. crackin my head to make a decision
to repair my power sockets anot..

Since its SPOILED and installing another point
tgt will cost $65/-

hmmm*

2008-11-27T09:39:00.002+08:00

Nuttin was ever perfect..

even if u meet the perfect person ..
thinkin that u will have a life .. with someone to be all ard u ..
wif someone to comfort and be ur pillar ..

At times when u dream too high,
everything will come to dash~

as quickly as it came..
it goes as fast as sound could travel..

When u thought everything was in place..
new things replace the old..
it goes on as a cycle..

i could had stop .. ended my last search on xmg~
den it came on 18 Aug..

Peace.. aft trouble..
peace aft trouble..

no end..

When one decide to give and other decide to receive onli..
things will tangled up..

when 1 pays no attention to another..
the other will loose interest soon aft..

when onli 1 party puts in effort..
the other onli feels for it..
it will come to an end..

When i try @ times agn to talk ..
his mind has onli his game..
@ times when i try to strike a conversation..
his heart will be someware else..

whenever i tell him things that are of concern..
he nv once hears it..
when i mention unimportant things..
it enter into his ears almost instantly..

When i wanna break off..
i knew he cant bear to.. but he wun hold back..
when i wanna break off ... i tot that somehow .. he will hold back..

all was wrong..

he nv once fight for wat he wans
and owaz gives in ..

a robort life i'm living..

2008-11-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

Silence . . .

Silence . . . . . .

Silence . . . . . . . . . .

Silence . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Nuttin to talk on phone.. nuttin to talk in game..
ard or not ard..
wat's the difference?

I thought someone understand..

Nope. Totally WRONG . . .

I thought ..

thought. . . thought. . . . . .

hmmm~ physical pain will still be able to cover all hurt...

Once a cutter...
owaz a cutter~

2008-11-25T23:10:00.003+08:00

Twisting back time..

Being single isnt a bad thing..
at least u knw u will be ALONE all the way..

Not when u're in a relation..
Yet u still FEEL ALONE..
when u meet ur another half.. den u "feel" alive and as a couple..

A person whu hardly talks..
yet onli wanna hear my voice...
a person whu onli wanna be wif mi and dun wish to talk..
Onli a dummy or puppet .. a pet or something more will wish for that...

The attention is no longer as the 1st time he gave..
Im sick.. trutly sick..
yet i cant feel him..

no sense of concern..
no sense of security...

a SICK IBBZ is SUFFERING during her sicknesss...
and comfort dun comes frm her BF...
instead... it all came frm her MALE FRENZ!!!

im overly sick 2 be happy to receive concern frm frenz..
i must be OVERLY sick to cheat myself tat my BF is simply tied wif time to afford moments wif mi.. even for a short phone conversation..

Eyes cried..
heart bleeds...

Comfort still comes frm frenz...

2008-11-25T10:28:00.002+08:00

Horrible feeling to fall sick..

but it isnt that bad when u have someone to take care of u..
><"

Ytd whole body sore..
yet to take medicine still have to force myself off the bed..

Sigh..

Blocked nose..
hurting sore throat..

fever went up and up..
LOLx.. i took all medi other den the fever pill.
*yucks* juz hate panadol..

now wrkin at ofc..
is TMD COLD!!! ><"

mornin tested wif 38.2'C
kekez..

last nite was 38.3'C den it shoot up to 38.9'C
hahaahaa~

2008-11-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

Spencer's 1st Movie Outing !!

Childcare wasn't open today cause of some gradaution thingy going on..
Mummy got applied leave for the day and took me out together with Melvin Uncle~

Woke up early in the morning..
excited to go out..
Went to pester Mummy for my gai-gai and she got rather pissed off by my non-stop
PESTERING!!

*Chuckles*

Finally Mummy and Melvin uncle got ready after an hour of pestering~
Guess adults hate to hear kids nagging ba..
muhahaahaa~

Went for lunch @ Foodfare at AMK Hub..
Mummy's favourite fried fish bee hoon ..
nevertheless.. got my favourite SOUP~ <3

Movie @ 12.25..
getting excited.. my 1st time seating in cinema watching movie.
Was rather scare at 1st .. but soon i fell asleep after some time..
taking my short nap of around 10minutes or so..

kekez~

Mummy~ next time i want more movie outings!!